After midnight, my lovely designated night midwife would bring Alan up from the morgue. I could hold him and study his little face so I could learn it and imprint it in my memory. I accepted that it had to be like this, seeing my baby in the dead of night. ...
Jamie helps me make the muffins. His speciality, is checking that the chocolate chips are okay before we add them to the mixture. Jamie and Cillian, both do extensive tests of the final mixture while I put dollops into the paper cases. Gardening tools, flask of hot...